Amazon BDSM shopping list ...

I've been away for days, actually months since I started writing my book last summer and this morning, while chatting with a sweet little pervert who exposed himself easily to end been blackmailed I remembered about all my little perverts and decided to come back to give you some news and, a gift by allowing you to gift me some naughty toys as now I'm starting to explore my BDSM side.

Yes, unbelievable I know!!

Have a look to my new Amazon wishlist (http://amzn.eu/fWVw5yE) and I'm sure you will find it hard to believe.

Some months ago my life start changing a lot because I move on to a next step with my boyfriend. Now we are living together and thanks to him I'm now exploring a new side of me and it's now possible because he helps me and reassure me.

Together we start by attending a fetish speed dating last year and then we joined a classy fetish community where we start playing.

During the last party in a very nice venue I started feeling something really powerful when I was watching him teasing and then torturing a woman trapped into a latex bag using different floggers. He was hitting her over and over, making him need the pain until she got an amazing laughing orgasm and a bit later she "felt" exhausted with those such intense emotions. It was amazingly erotic to watch and made me want to try. Very clumsy at the beginning been afraid to hurt her my bf took my hand with the flogger and helped me gaining confidence.

That evening I didn't went far but gosh I was really wet seen him doing that. So later, we met a really sweet girl for a drink and took her home. My boyfriend was leading all to prepare everything for me and then pull up her skirt so I could spank her.

I remembered that evening when I took a toy to see a professional Mistress for a session and everything was so so different now. That day all I wanted was to "punish him" and I used that session only to take his phone and get all his contacts so I could later blackmail him with all the pictures I made that evening. Now everything was really different because it was my hand on her bare ass and it was delicious.

So now I want to try for real and explore that side of me. Who knows if I will not be soon wearing latex and whipping everyone in those fetish parties. This is why I made that Amazon wishlist.

Let's see how many of you are ready to help me explore this new fantasy by sending me some nice gifts.